Saw my therapist today and discussed with her my session with my psych where I was asked if I am hiding behind being bipolar and not going for job opportunities and feeling I can't do things when I could push myself. Again it made me squirm. I don't think I do, I am just wary of unhealthy stress levels. I don't like arguing though but it isn't healthy to just walk away feeling angry.
Also was asked to rate the year - think it has improved greatly since I switched to lithium. Although I do feel a sort of numbness on lithium where I am indifferent to things and don't seem to have strong feelings. I guess this is preferable to big mood swings but I miss feeling passionate and having stronger convictions.
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