Hapana ZESA for 4 weeks!

It feels like school has started now, after having the staff meeting this morning. The actual meeting went well and I now know what is expected with my schemes and records. We will have four dress up Fridays in the term and the plan is to have a "Garden Creations" exhibition at the end of term as we are doing plant and animal life cycles (minus the sex ed). The kids will be tasked with creating an arrangement out of flowers and fruit/veg. Sounds fun and artistic. Well the downer of the day was that the school has been without electricity for four weeks now as the local transformer blew and ZESA has it on a waiting list to be repaired. This is going to be a problem with regards to printing material for teaching as the printer and photocopier uses too much power for the current generator. Fingers crossed a bigger generator can be brought in but it does mean I need to rethink my lesson material and handouts, a challenge when we rely on material from the internet and photocopying the single copies of text books - there are no sets of text books available. Aaah! Least I've got a week. The other problem is all the water is pumped from the water tank and so this also depends on electricity. Not fun for loos but will have to just have buckets. The joys of Zim.

Looks like my little friend who I taught Grade 1 to last year and I strongly believed to be autistic is coming to the school this term. His parents seem to still not want to recognise the autism diagnosis a psychiatrist gave and will only acknowledge that they think he has ADHD. Hopefully the school can help him and maybe his parents will come around. He does at least now have a speech therapist and OT which is a vast improvement from last year.

I have been invited to go to a book launch tomorrow afternoon to blog about it. Apparently it is centred round feminism and entrepreneurship. Could be interesting, I just have to find the place I'm supposed to be going to in town. From there will be going to a trio of a cellist, pianist and percussionist - the first on my HIFA line up.

The voters' roll is now ready for inspection - you can go check everything is correct between the 19th and 29th May. Elections loom! I will have to go to Selborne Routledge School. For the moment half term is set as the weekend of the 22nd June but this could change depending on when elections are. There are already observers in the country monitoring things.

Have been accepted to exhibit at the Wild Geese Art Festival on the 3rd of June. Going up to Nyanga with friends over the Africa Day long weekend. Plan to take my paint brushes while some of the others fish. Going to share a stand at Wild Geese with my good friend Lucy which will be fun.

See you in 100 years!

Finding things for the environmental science and social studies lessons and then I have my plans done for the term - will try start preparing lessons for next week this week in and around HIFA. Tomorrow's staff meeting looms and I will then know more clearly what I'm doing hopefully. Did a bit of clearing yesterday and found a bag full of old pointe shoes from when I did ballet. Could do an art installation piece with them but otherwise should maybe find a home or other use for them. Also dug out my winter things as it's getting cooler.

Almost forgot my lesson with my Chinese five year old yesterday - suddenly saw Zoom ringing on my laptop - oops. Was more on the ball today. I talked to him about taste buds today and different tastes. He decided to go and find stuff in his kitchen and bring it back for me to see for the different flavours. I learnt a new one - umami for sushi or other things that have glutamates (I didn't use this word). In his science book there was picture of supposedly how a cat would see a parrot. I said it was a bit like an x-ray and so had to explain what that was. He got very excited about the machine and said he wanted to make one. Did explain about the radiation. I think it was overall a good lesson but I think he struggles to sit still for an hour. Half way through he burst in with, "Excuse me Miss Kitty" and asked to go to the loo. On his way he shouted back, "See you in a hundred years!" To which I replied I'll be dead by then. Cheeky sausage.

A friend had an impromptu braai last night which was nice. Some of us stayed chatting until one this morning so I had a slow start to my Sunday. Decided to decline reviewing the journal article for Applied Geography on silvopastoralism. Don't think I can give a very fair assessment of it as I have been out of that field for eight years and I just don't have time with school starting next week to do background reading (as nice as free access to Science Direct for six months would have been).

Just applied to exhibit at the Wild Geese Art Festival in June. Fingers crossed. Sent the photos below of recent work and had to send links to social media pages so sent my Tumblr page and then Instagram (although I don't have that many paintings on Instagram, maybe better put some up :P ).

Lithium

You numb my reactions and soothe the pain,
while slowly rewiring my inner brain.
Am I the same person underneath?
Or am I slowly becoming another beast?
Where is my passion, my ambition and faith?
Is this apathetic person in their place?
But maybe it's better I don't feel,
but would it be me without the pills?
Oh lithium, I still take you
even though my body would rather reject you.

December 2017

November Days

A political upheaval, but has it really changed?
Is it the same except in names?
No more police, but army on our streets.
They call the shots at road blocks.
Honoured for "restoring legacy",
we are in an interesting period of history.
But will it really change, will we be free?
Next year's elections will be key.

Written in November 2017.

Unrequited

I'd do anything for you,
does that make me an utter fool?
I give you this heart to perhaps break,
a risk I take.
My vision's clouded, my reasoning gone.
Are you interested or should I just move on?
This is new territory for me,
the field is open or is it?
Is it just me, is it unrequited?
When will I know?
But I'm prepared to wait.

Taking time out for friends and sunshine

Today wasn't that productive work wise. I did a bit on my class's reading records and then went for tea with a special family friend at the Bottom Drawer. The coffee shop has a verdant garden and it was lovely to sit in the sunshine and catch up. Came home from there to teach my Chinese student online. He was being a bit of a monkey today and it was quite hard getting him to turn to the right page. He did give me a very interesting version of what happened to five ladybirds. It was the most talkative he has been since moving back to China, which is good. He seems to like songs where the numbers of things decline or go up - The Ants Go Marching is a favourite. His mum is keen for me to try use internet off my phone from school after I finish to teach him at lunchtimes but I am really going to have to see what I can manage as preparation and marking for school will have to come first and I haven't seen my contract yet. Teaching all morning full time is going to be tiring.

I randomly got an email from the Journal of Applied Geography yesterday asking if I will do a review on an article on silvopastoral systems in Morocco. My PhD thesis that I started in Switzerland was on this form of land use in the Jura Mountains in Switzerland. I would be given a six month access to Science Direct for reviewing but I think this is so I can verify references in the draft I am to review. That is a lot of work. I need to speak to a friend who was an academic at the university here to ask her advice on what it all entails as I haven't done a review before. Am not sure if I am entirely the right person to do it.

Sadly the Johnny Clegg concert next Friday at Raintree has been postponed as he is having to undergo more chemo, poor man. This does mean I can go to watch Beatenberg at HIFA though. A few others are keen for the opera gala on Wednesday so can maybe all sit together and have a picnic. Will need to dress warmly as it is getting chilly in the evenings now.

This evening I popped in to my friend Lucy's and saw my still to be christened Godson. Discussed exhibiting at Wild Geese and then the next exhibition coming up at The Corridor art gallery. From Lucy's I went to an exhibition at the Tanglewood Art Zone by Virginia Tattersall McGuire, a parent from the International School. Her portraits were striking and I liked how she had used a gold pen to capture strands of hair in one. She had used Belgian linen as a canvas which I haven't seen before. It gave a nice base texture and sheen to her oils.

Portrait by Virginia Tattersall McGuire

Pushing through

Am getting there with preparation for the coming term. Need to finish thinking of writing topics and exercises and then tackle the Zimbabwe focused environmental science and social studies section. Really hoping I don't get any unexpected things sprung on me at Monday's staff meeting. Oh, I do also need to plan some P.E. lesson ideas as I have to take that as well. Have one idea of drawing out a tic tac toe board on the tennis court and getting the students into two teams, then getting them to run and put bean bags on the drawn board in a relay (not my idea - I saw it online). But yah will have to cater for different abilities and different ages within the class.

Had a catch up with one of my best friends this morning and was given some useful hacks at tackling mountains of marking (I am dreading that, I won't lie and am reluctant to kiss my social life goodbye, sigh). Went to personal training this afternoon and really pushed myself in the AMRAP (as many reps as possible - in a set time). Training has definitely gone up a level but it is rewarding to feel my fitness is improving and it is paying off.

After training I had a long discussion with my trainer on christianity. She is JW and I was challenged on my thoughts on whether there is hell, what heaven means, why we celebrate Christmas and Easter and birthdays, the trinity and why there is suffering. Good for me to think about what I truly believe and why.

Silk worms online

Had a good start to the day this morning with personal training. I do enjoy my sessions and am being pushed to a new level but surprising myself that I can do it. My last round included full Turkish get ups, burpees and jumping jacks - felt good afterwards, if possibly not at the time :P My personal trainer has become a good friend over the last year and I had a nice cup of tea and chat afterwards.

My Chinese five year old had something exciting to show me today. He emerged from his tipi in the lounge and took the tablet across the room to show me his new box of silk worms. Ironically they had to order them online in China and have to buy the mulberry leaves from pet shops. He didn't want me to tell him what they will turn into as he wants the surprise. He has been off school sick with an allergy to the pollution. Really does sound like pollution levels are bad.

Cracking on now with my lesson plan and preparation. I need to finish off the phonics/spelling (not beginner Jolly Phonics sort of level but higher with an emphasis on spelling rules and pronunciation) and then work on language and grammar and creative writing. Have a book with great ideas for story writing but can't find it right now, grrr (had it last year). I suddenly also discovered my students were also doing environmental science/social studies with a focus on Zimbabwe last term (eeek - glad I discovered it now) - so have to find stuff for that too. I offered (stupid me) to finish updating the reading records. So yah, I better get on - lots to do still.

Have looked over the HIFA program. If you want to have a look go here. Think will mostly go to music things, although there is a fascinating looking play called Hedy! The Life and Inventions of Hedy Lamarr. Time wise I unfortunately can't do too much. We have booked to go to Johnny Clegg's final tour show at Raintree on Friday night (unfortunately clashes with Beatenberg who I would have liked to have watched).

OK back to work while I drink one of the delicious teas a friend gave me from Germany.

A fairly productive Monday

Got messaged today to be told that my first staff meeting is next Monday (gulp, but it will help me to plan better when I know what my time table is exactly). School doesn't start until the following week though but I think I am going to be going into my classroom a fair deal next week. I have sort of devised what I'm doing for the content subject. It is going to be tricky though as they have chosen to do life cycles but they want me to not use the term reproduction, especially sexual reproduction, in my lessons as they don't feel the students are mature enough to handle it. We are to still do plant reproduction though and I'm supposed to differentiate between pollination compared to taking cuttings i.e. sexual vs asexual. The biologist in me is crying noooo!

Have had quite a few lessons on Zoom with my Chinese five year old. Today we were talking about electric eels. His dad has come back from China as he has a business here and I saw him at the weekend and he said my student wanted him to write a letter to me saying he wants me to go to China. My student may be back in July when he has holidays - hope so, as I do miss him. He has been sitting in a giant tipi in his lounge in China when he has had his last few lessons so I also told him about native Americans.

Went to Belvedere Clinic today to find out about a psychiatric nurse for people who can't afford to see a psychiatrist. Turns out they have this facility already and she can prescribe medication and dispense it. This is great news for people in my support group who are not on medical aid and who have to think twice about going to see a psychiatrist because of the cost (one session is anywhere from US$150 normally). I also have finally got a hold of a copy of the film Loving Vincent. Really wanting to watch it. Am hoping to try organise a screening of it as a fundraiser for mental health.

My thoughts are in Nottingham today

Today my thoughts are far away in England where my good friend Heather is getting married. I really wish I could have been there for it but unfortunately I just couldn't do it financially, with getting a replacement for our car. I wish her and her husband Tom every happiness and a really special day and will be there in spirit. I wish distances weren't so far and travel not as expensive.

Instead I must tackle more work in preparation for next term. I have an ever growing pile of stuff to get through. Today and tomorrow I need to wade through the science/content stuff on the school lap top and put together my weekly plans. I don't know if I would have managed being away these school holidays with all the prep I have to do. I guess if I had known though I would have made a plan.

There are two rangers from Gonorhezhou running the London Marathon tomorrow to raise funds for rhino conservation. If you'd like to know more have a read on Gonarezhou Rangers Running for Rhinos. Have a look out for them tomorrow if you're watching the marathon.

OK, I must get back to my mound of work.

Bob-less Birthday

Today is Zimbabwe's 38th Independence Day and the first Bob-free one in a long time. Just seen an article on how much ZANU PF is spending on propaganda for the upcoming elections, when there are hospitals without the basics such as oxygen. Still such a need for accountability.

I did a Zimbabwe birthday themed lesson with my Chinese five year old today in honour of Independence. He liked the sound clips of lions (he does keep calling them tigers) and hippos. He got a bit fractious at the end of the lesson doing his reading so I played him the Beetles "Yellow Submarine" which cheered him up no end, and he drew me some submarines on the screen.

Hit a bit of a low again. Think it's a combination of forgetting to up my lithium PMT and then riding on waves of feeling like I'm coping and then not, with what I have to still do before term starts. I think I am semi on top of things but putting together plans for phonics and grammar is a little challenging without a real syllabus to follow. Am going back into school tomorrow to get the topics for the content subject. With it getting chillier all I want to do is hibernate.

Braaing in the Dark

Managed to make all my salads on Monday night. Had laid everything out for the braai when the heavens decided to open. I think having a braai seems to be a good form of rain dance. Had to come up with plan B, using a covered braai at the back but it was a little overgrown with creeper. I also assumed the light outside worked, turned out it didn't, so it was a bit of a challenge. Attempted to get the fire going but I need to learn a bit more in the art of laying the tinder and wood. Friends came to the rescue - I think I missed the fire making badge when I did Girl Guides.

Today the work starts in earnest, preparing for next term. Coming up with a syllabus for phonics and grammar is a bit of a challenge. I am going to search the Times Educational Supplement site for ideas and try come up with things. Still toying with doing NILD next holidays but my gut feeling is it is going to be heavy to take that on at the end of term, next year might be a better idea.

Went to art this morning. I nearly went back to bed but glad I pushed myself to get up and get going. We did a roulette of picking a landscape photo from a turned over pile and painting one out of four, trying to make it a dramatic picture. Sarah gave tips on different ways your could make it dramatic, for instance, using different brush strokes, changing the perspective, use of colour and line. I did something a bit different to my usual but loved slapping on thick oil paint and playing with my underlying colour. I think I enjoy landscapes and portrait work best. My friend in Australia sent a cool quote, "A painting is never finished ... it simply stops in interesting places". I have trouble knowing when to stop. I managed to get oil paint on my face and gave myself a red Hitler moustache which spread. Didn't know I had one till Sarah said had I looked in the mirror recently.

Just taught my five year old. He has decided to say when he is rubbing something out with an eraser he is rub-a-dub-dubbing it. Thought that was really cute. Glad he remembers the nursery rhyme I taught him. Yesterday he made my day. He has a map of the world with pictures on it in the English book we are using. Without prompting he pointed to Egypt on the map and said that's what it was as he could see a pyramid. It is a while since we talked about pyramids and his mum admitted she didn't know that was what they were called. Very gratifying, he is a bright button.

Just got an email from my five year old's mum with this picture saying he says the neighbours are nosy. (We did Mr Nosy from the Mr Men books). Am thrilled he has grasped what nosy means.