Struggling

My mum seems to be on the mend. I am less so. I really am struggling at the moment with life and there seems no relent. I feel a great feeling of loss and heart broken. Have seen a few friends which has been nice but my mind feels like it is not there. Having therapy with Rona just now. We will probably dig into the sore bits. I have been eying paracetamol again. Am in a very hard place.